1) Dread that I am going to feel terrible.
2) Self-pity that I feel terrible.
3) Relief that I don't have to do anything but lie on the couch feeling terrible.
4) Acceptance that I am going to die.
5) Mild surprise that I am recovering.
6) Depression that I've done nothing but lie around on the couch.
7) Disappointment at the low quality of my thoughts.
8) Gratitude for the return of good health.
9) Annoyance at how quickly the gratitude is trampled by robust anxieties, doubts, envies, guilt.